…watch him as he goes…."  (Foo Fighters)

The truck turned south and is heading to Arizona with computer hardware, music cds, philosophy books, lots of clothes, and my heart. As I sit here processing that, I just wanted to thank everyone who has supported us this week. It was wrenching as expected, though our family has gotten pretty good at goodbye. Heaven knows we have had a lot of opportunity to practice that over the years.  In fact it was exactly two years ago that I stood pregnant and watched my husband head off to war. The difference this time is that while I am as accustomed as one ever gets to saying goodbye to my husband, I have never said goodbye to one of my babies. I am not sure when you get accustomed to that, but it’s fair to say it won’t be today.

This farewell is also clouded with the knowledge that his little brother turns 18 next week and is chomping at the bit to get out in the world. Part of me feels like there is a neon sign over this date in my calendar saying "Empty Nest Starts Here!"  Still, it’s been a rare blessing to carry new life just as my boys are beginning new lives of their own. God is merciful!

Please say a prayer that the world is gentle with my sons.  And if you have one to spare please add an intention for their mother. Wherever you are, please know your love carries us through.  We appreciate you!